Do you remember?
Do you remember when we used to dance?
It felt like the night would never end and
Tell me,
I never felt the music as I did back then
I close my eyes and dance with you.
Do you remember?
We never felt alive as we did back then
Do you remember when we used to dance.
Cmon,
close your eyes,
let go.
Let me understand how youre feeling inside.
Do you remember how we used to dance all night
It seemed it could never end,
That feeling..
Do you remember?
Do you remember when we used to dance?
It felt like the night would never end and
Tell me,
I never felt the music as I did back then
I close my eyes and dance with you.
Do you remember?
Do you remember when we used to dance?
It felt like the night would never end and
Tell me,
We never felt alive as we did back then.
Do you remember when we used to dance?
That Feeling.
Do you remember?
Do you remember when we used to dance?
It felt like the night would never end and
Tell me,
I never felt the music as I did back then
Do you remember when we used to dance?
Leaks?
For whatever reason parts and pieces of this yet to be titled album has leaked to the web - once in October 2011 as “STARSHIP” and now more bits are out such as an english version of “Non e Per Sempre” and loads of instrumentals… I seriously am pretty upset that those who’ve been listening to my work would go this far as to possibly “hack” and for that matter steal unfinished work. The album is coming - the music is done, the business side is what’s holding it back. Anyways, since the english version of “Non e Per Sempre” did leak I may as well post it here. Stay tuned and please… Whoever did leak the material please stop.
A song I wanted to cover several years ago so I decided to just do it anyway. Just one take!
Meditation tools. (Taken with instagram)
We should find perfect existence through imperfect existence.
The Green Gulch Farm student houses. May go here over the summer as part of this journey to find myself and inner peace. Steve Jobs went here as well so I guess he’s also inspired me to go as well.
What’s Going On…
Many have been asking what is going on from my point of view. Dan posted his message on the forums earlier today to help the fans see and know about what exactly I’ve been up to over the past few weeks or so. The last time you all heard from me was when I announced I was going to put the music down for awhile and that I scrapped an albums worth of material.
Within the time since, I now have partnered with BlissCo and the album itself is on its way but not at this time. Lately I’ve been trying to find myself through meditation and so far it’s helping. Some of you may know that I’ve struggled with depression off/on for a few years. I did take prozac for some time but I never felt it actually did anything for me. It may have helped some but without me knowing it. Meditation/Zen has actually opened my mind up and is slowly helping me find peace with myself. This journey isn’t so much about getting away but more about going inside your own mind. Graduation is coming up soon so that’ll really be something to think about. As of today we only have 17 more days of school… I don’t know how I feel about it myself but I do know I will miss my friends. That night though will be the night of my last and final performance in front of those who have seen me grow and become who I am today. Maybe I’ll say my final goodbyes to them but who knows, we just may stay in touch with each other thanks to Facebook and twitter. Which reminds me… Twitter itself has been my personal favorite social network because of its simplicity. Same goes for meditation in a sense. Twitter is simple and meditation is simple. The app on my mac I use for writing now, OmmWriter is another great example of simplicity and it’s also an app that seems to be helpful for relaxation. I may actually buy the soundtrack of OmmWriter from iTunes some day because the music on here is perfect for meditation.
Some have asked just how exactly did I get into meditation, who inspired me to try it and what exactly made me do it. Well, here we go. A friend of mine, Melissa avidly posts tweets throughout her day and she was meditating. At first I didn’t send her a message about meditation but then I started reading Steve Jobs biography and learned that Steve himself was into Zen. I began reading some information about meditation online and read experiences others have had. I also read what the benefits are or could be, how meditation puts your body back in its natural state. All of this and my depression made me want to help myself.
People who become performers do so to fulfill a craving for acceptance and love from their audience; they need that affirmation to be able to feel good. But having a love affair with thousands of people you don’t know is bound to lead to dissatisfaction, heartbreak and disappointment – often as soon as you leave the stage, or go home to an empty house.
“One Morning” another demo for the 4th electronic album. Vocoder all the way.
